You Told Me That People Are Holding Hands
And You Wished That You Can Do That Too
Showed Me A Msg U Had Typed

'I Wan To Hold Your Hands..
But I Am Afraid You Would Let Go.. Can I???'

That Was The First Time We held Our Hands

And You Promised That You Would Never Let Go..

ZY & LZ


7TH NOV 1987 & 27TH AUG 1988

SP & NYP

HOUGANG & BUKIT PANJANG

HE: chinese food, soccer, anything that ah pei likes.. =P

SHE: chocolate, flowers, sweet talks, money, shopping, family, friends, him..

HE: weird looking vege.. =X

SHE: SMOKERS, MASCOT, JELLY, MED...

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designer | kathleen
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Ok, everything u have said is very true. i know i have many bad habits. 1stly studies, u know i dont do very well, everytime i try to do my best, but everytime when the results come out i dont meet your expectations i'm very sad. i scared i cant do well again. the more pressure i give myself, the more i feel i cant make it. i've really tried very hard. but often i feel like giving up and i dont feel like going to sch. i think that i can do it on my own. i go to school always get aimed by the lecturer, i dont go they send warning letter, what am i suppose to do? am i really that hateful by them?

2nd $$. yes, i'm financially low. i cant get u waht u wanted. i think i'm very useless. i see derrick has a car has a stable job i sometimes feel very envious. i was thinking to drop out of sch, but think back i think i shld continue on. i'll save up soon. but u know that i spend my $ much faster than i earn. i dont know where it goes also. everytime i meet u, i want u to feel happy, i want to bring u to eat good food. i dont want always bring u to eat foodcourt. so i'll try as hard as possible to work and then treat u to eat. i dont really earn for my pocket $.

3rd smoking. i say that i will quit by 31dec means i will. i'm not going to lie to u or myself. i mean it. i've been saying it for so many yrs but now i'm seiously going to go all out to quit. i dont want harm u to breathe in my 2nd hand smoke also. but sometimes, i really cant take it so i smoke. i want to reduce, i;m trying to but sometimes its quite hard. but i give u my promise its going to be on 31dec.

lastly, sex. i think i am too overboard. i shldnt be like tt though u are my gf. i'm really very very sorry. all that i said about sex just make it a history. i'm not going to ask u again when the time is ok. or unless we are very long tgt. i think i must start to learn to respect other. often, what i want i will get it no matter what. but i think i have to change le. sorry.

i meant waht i've said. i think if i were to mantain this r/s i think i have to give in abit more. =)

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