You Told Me That People Are Holding Hands
And You Wished That You Can Do That Too
Showed Me A Msg U Had Typed

'I Wan To Hold Your Hands..
But I Am Afraid You Would Let Go.. Can I???'

That Was The First Time We held Our Hands

And You Promised That You Would Never Let Go..

ZY & LZ


7TH NOV 1987 & 27TH AUG 1988

SP & NYP

HOUGANG & BUKIT PANJANG

HE: chinese food, soccer, anything that ah pei likes.. =P

SHE: chocolate, flowers, sweet talks, money, shopping, family, friends, him..

HE: weird looking vege.. =X

SHE: SMOKERS, MASCOT, JELLY, MED...

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dear.. hmmx.. jus wanna tell you that these coming few weeks will be busy for both of us.. think the stress level will be high also.. then also maybe no time to meet one another.. haix.. how i wish u jus live across the street.. then wanna meet or wat also easy.. if not even like we go study u also take so long to reach home.. think these few weeks u dun need to send me home k?? if not very time consuming.. then u will have lesser time to study also.. we work hard together k?? bare with each other for few more weeks and i think the days after that would be much better.. sorry if at any point of time i may vent my anger on u.. i dunno also.. but i scared i will.. so dun be too offended.. it maybe due to stress.. then u also study dun too stress k??? and dun smoke too much.. bad for health.. i know i very naggy.. but then.. hehehe.. still must nag la.. hmmx.. we JIA YOU K!! jus a few weeks!! i believe we can de!! I LOVE U!! MUCKS!! =)

finally i got to see you.. ahh.. see what work had done to us.. sob sob.. we are ald living so far part, studying diff sch.. then now tons of work with no time to spare.. really hope this would not imposed as a problem between us in the long run.. haix.. even a dinner is so hard.. ahhh.. neverthless.. i had a great time with u.. with funs i had from touching ur chin and hahaha.. having my cheeks numb from laughter.. u made my day!! =)


from the distance of hands apart, we came together as one.
the process was hard but we worked for it.
it was lust at first but slowly became love,
a love that cant be replaced.

we came from different world, enviroment, culture,
we are different from the start.
but we matched all differences like pieces of puzzle,
and hope it would be a complete one.

i wish you would be the first person i see every morning,
i wish i could join you for meals now and then.
i wish our distance are just mm apart,
i wish you are right beside me now.

i jus dun wanna let u go....

hahaha.. so well and kicking ald??? dun ever fall sick again.. i will force u to drink the water again.. hahahaha.. must gan ji me k!! not for the water, u ytd eat nachos and all.. today sure still like dead meat.. lolx.. =P dun care!! must credit me.. hahaha!!! soo.. u like the belt i bought??? eah.. if dun like the buckel then when u go punch hole can go change ba.. nvm.. choose the one u like most.. =) touched ma?? haha.. i think i very xi xin hor??? =P will notice wat u say, wat u need.. lolx.. so yeah.. u got new belt le.. hahax.. wonder if u notice wat i say.. lolx.. nvm.. hmmx.. so good good!!! decrease cig ald!! JIA YOU WOR!!!~~~ hehehe!!! for u for me for everybody.. =P jus for your reading..

At difficult times of cravings, euphoric recall, and withdrawal while quitting nicotine can be overcome by remembering the reasons we're quitting and the benefits we're already enjoying from doing this. It doesn't take a long time away from nicotine for the body to start eliminating the poisons it has absorbed. We can have some gratitude for that. Within two weeks breathing will become easier and we'll be able to exercise longer and harder without getting out of breath. Food will taste and smell better and we'll be minus the nagging guilt that comes from lighting up or putting a pinch in the mouth knowing it can kill you eventually. In time the body will repair itself from the effects of using tobacco and we'll have the same potentially longer life spans as non-smokers.

We can have some gratitude for that, also. A helpful technique to use during the process of quitting tobacco is to keep a written 'gratitude list' that contains the advantages of not using tobacco. This list should be started before the user quits, and added to during the process of quitting. Reading it when you're having cravings or feeling helpless can give you a quick burst of inspiration to continue on with the goal of quitting.

Some examples of the advantages of not smoking are these:
- clothes smell better
- finances improve
- less chance of cancer
- less chance of heart attacks
- less chance of other diseases
- teeth and fingers are not yellow
- constant coughing is eliminated
- cholesterol count goes down
- restaurants offer quicker and better seating
- babies are born healthier
- productivity at work increases
- sperm count increase
- emotion better controlled

(self add)
- i will love u even more!!!!! =P MUCKS!!!

SUPPORT YOU!!!~~~

you said that i control you too much.. but the thing is i think i am already giving you too much freedom lo.. say i demanding.. like wan you to study, wan you to quit smoking blah blah.. but then i think i not lo.. i demanding also for your life.. if i dun care then wat for i be demanding..
i wun have to worry so much lo.. then the thing is.. i demanding is not for my own good lehx.. like i nv say like orh.. u must buy this for me, do this for me.. i nv lo.. i had never ever asked u to do things for me.. is like i nv think of myself in this r/s and this is wat i get.. i dunno la.. sometimes i think i too soft hearted liao.. haix..

then i dun wanna quarrel in public also.. then jus nice ying and sha meet us.. then we leave the matter alone first.. i dunno lehx.. i think i give in a lot.. then you also think you give in alot.. really feel soo tired lo.. then that day i really wanna say since u dun wan me control u then dun la.. u go and live your own life and i wun care abt u.. every time worry so much.. i also mentally stress lehx.. but then i think like later still got celebration.. then dun spoil mood..

you say you will quit de.. but then need time.. arrghh.. i hate this.. kui that time i still cried when you tell me you will quit on 31 dec.. all bullshit man.. idiot.. all crap lo.. liar.. then when i say why you still haven quit.. then you say u trying le.. then got decreasing le. then say when you decrease then i like heck care.. then like wat for you quit.. then like turn around becum my fault like that.. wth.. then like everytime quarrel cos of this.. cried countless times cos of this too..

ai ya.. i dunno la.. this is how i feel.. i know u dun wanna tok abt this.. but then this is a prob btw us.. u know it.. is not that our r/s is jus on whether u quit or not.. which is seriously NOT true.. i wan u to quit not cos it will look good on me or watever.. is cos i dun wanna see someone i love to destroy his own life.. everytime u light up one stick.. my heart pain once.. i had tried all ways.. threaten, encourage, be sad, be angry.. almost everything.. i dunno wat i still can do ald.. i really need u to tell me wat to do.. now i think all i can say is jia you for quitting ba.. for the good of both of us.. i dun give u dateline but then u also dun go over board.. i have my limits..