You Told Me That People Are Holding Hands
And You Wished That You Can Do That Too
Showed Me A Msg U Had Typed

'I Wan To Hold Your Hands..
But I Am Afraid You Would Let Go.. Can I???'

That Was The First Time We held Our Hands

And You Promised That You Would Never Let Go..

ZY & LZ


7TH NOV 1987 & 27TH AUG 1988

SP & NYP

HOUGANG & BUKIT PANJANG

HE: chinese food, soccer, anything that ah pei likes.. =P

SHE: chocolate, flowers, sweet talks, money, shopping, family, friends, him..

HE: weird looking vege.. =X

SHE: SMOKERS, MASCOT, JELLY, MED...

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you said that i control you too much.. but the thing is i think i am already giving you too much freedom lo.. say i demanding.. like wan you to study, wan you to quit smoking blah blah.. but then i think i not lo.. i demanding also for your life.. if i dun care then wat for i be demanding..
i wun have to worry so much lo.. then the thing is.. i demanding is not for my own good lehx.. like i nv say like orh.. u must buy this for me, do this for me.. i nv lo.. i had never ever asked u to do things for me.. is like i nv think of myself in this r/s and this is wat i get.. i dunno la.. sometimes i think i too soft hearted liao.. haix..

then i dun wanna quarrel in public also.. then jus nice ying and sha meet us.. then we leave the matter alone first.. i dunno lehx.. i think i give in a lot.. then you also think you give in alot.. really feel soo tired lo.. then that day i really wanna say since u dun wan me control u then dun la.. u go and live your own life and i wun care abt u.. every time worry so much.. i also mentally stress lehx.. but then i think like later still got celebration.. then dun spoil mood..

you say you will quit de.. but then need time.. arrghh.. i hate this.. kui that time i still cried when you tell me you will quit on 31 dec.. all bullshit man.. idiot.. all crap lo.. liar.. then when i say why you still haven quit.. then you say u trying le.. then got decreasing le. then say when you decrease then i like heck care.. then like wat for you quit.. then like turn around becum my fault like that.. wth.. then like everytime quarrel cos of this.. cried countless times cos of this too..

ai ya.. i dunno la.. this is how i feel.. i know u dun wanna tok abt this.. but then this is a prob btw us.. u know it.. is not that our r/s is jus on whether u quit or not.. which is seriously NOT true.. i wan u to quit not cos it will look good on me or watever.. is cos i dun wanna see someone i love to destroy his own life.. everytime u light up one stick.. my heart pain once.. i had tried all ways.. threaten, encourage, be sad, be angry.. almost everything.. i dunno wat i still can do ald.. i really need u to tell me wat to do.. now i think all i can say is jia you for quitting ba.. for the good of both of us.. i dun give u dateline but then u also dun go over board.. i have my limits..