You Told Me That People Are Holding Hands
And You Wished That You Can Do That Too
Showed Me A Msg U Had Typed

'I Wan To Hold Your Hands..
But I Am Afraid You Would Let Go.. Can I???'

That Was The First Time We held Our Hands

And You Promised That You Would Never Let Go..

ZY & LZ


7TH NOV 1987 & 27TH AUG 1988

SP & NYP

HOUGANG & BUKIT PANJANG

HE: chinese food, soccer, anything that ah pei likes.. =P

SHE: chocolate, flowers, sweet talks, money, shopping, family, friends, him..

HE: weird looking vege.. =X

SHE: SMOKERS, MASCOT, JELLY, MED...

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13/03/2008
We went tekong with u. the day that all guys fear most is happening to you. couldnt bare. but i know it is a process that every singaporean guy will have to go through. went home and suddenly felt that emptiness in me. My period came during the trip as well. but i didnt realised until i reach home. really feeling so down. Luckily my mum said we will be going for sakae buffet at causeway point and movie after that. the food was good. but i didnt eat a lot. was thinking how you were doing and constantly looking at my phone. after dinner, went to watch step up. was holding on to the phone hoping that you will call immediately. but you only called after the movie started. couldnt tok to you much cos i was watching the movie. felt so guilty. but only after the movie, i place my phone back to my bag. didnt hear the call u made a while later. so sorry. its only the first day but i am missing you badly ald. sighs.

I realised 2 things from your mum today.
1: you are a good swimmer.
2: you only started to have rashes 2 yrs back

14/03/08
Slacked the whole day today, watching movies, taking care of baby, sending out resume and receiving calls. after receiving several calls, i finally gotten myself a job. wanted to share the joy with you. but.... anyway. its ok. i think i will get used to it. hmmx. i told it to my parents, my sisters, louis, shimin, ling, pam and jean. but not telling u, i will still feel weird. so waited for your call at night. from 930-10. waited for 30mins, when u called, i was elated. but u only said. ' i wash my clothes, bathe then call u back' and so i waited again. for 20 mins. and we chatted for 6mins. all the while it was you talking about things that happened to you. and when i wanted to tell you about myself, you said you need to hang up. the world seems to be crushing on me. its like i waited for 50mins jus to tok for 6mins and i didnt get to talk much. suddenly i felt so single. so back to single life again. its like when i need you, you wasnt there, when i wanna talk to you, i cant. i couldnt take it. so i cried. it was after a while, you called again. this time round i felt so happy. i told you about my job, and we wisper to each other. i was so glad you made the last call.

I think i will be leading a single-like life for these 2 yrs. but dun worry. i will get used to it.

15/03/08
third day. i went to uob to open account. my dad wans to use my name to put fixed deposit. after that, ntuc shopping. you called while i was at ntuc. was so surprised and happy that you called. you sounded so tired each time you called. especially today. so i asked if u were alright. and you said you wanted to cry. my heart ache immediately deep inside. then you said you missed me. and all i wished for was to rush over to you and hug u tight. but i know at this point of time i should be strong and encourage you. so i consoled you and hung up. when i went home, i couldnt stand staying at home cos that will bore me to death and will make me think of you. so i went out with min to watch halton. it was a funny and lame show. we were laughing our lungs out. after movie, we went to crystal jade la mian for dinner. so much like our usual dating routine. and after dinner we shop and went home. you called when i was on the bus. told me u kanna aimed by sergent ald. cos u slept in the lec. felt so worried for you. you know you have to be good in order to have a good life in there? hais. but i know u need a lot of sleep. but guess you have to get used to the army life? jia you ba! =) i will always be there for you!

I am learning to be strong, to be independent again.