You Told Me That People Are Holding Hands
And You Wished That You Can Do That Too
Showed Me A Msg U Had Typed

'I Wan To Hold Your Hands..
But I Am Afraid You Would Let Go.. Can I???'

That Was The First Time We held Our Hands

And You Promised That You Would Never Let Go..

ZY & LZ


7TH NOV 1987 & 27TH AUG 1988

SP & NYP

HOUGANG & BUKIT PANJANG

HE: chinese food, soccer, anything that ah pei likes.. =P

SHE: chocolate, flowers, sweet talks, money, shopping, family, friends, him..

HE: weird looking vege.. =X

SHE: SMOKERS, MASCOT, JELLY, MED...

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Darling.

ytd i cried when i was talking to zy. i was trying to bake brownies. then failed. so when he called, i jus complain. dear. i baked browines then fail. and he says ai ya. no big deal la. i worse lo, today have to dig hole till i have blisters, then have to go run, shag like hell. tml still need to gym..... and on and on about his army life. then i was like why u always cut my topic de. then he say i told him he can complain to me. ya true. but then when i wanna complain, then who can i complain to.

whenever i complain to him, he will jus ignore me and then jump to next topic. or find another problem that he faces and then say he is worse off! ARRGHH!!~ cant he jus show some concern like how it happen. or why it happen. i feel very down is not only cos i failed. but cos one of my collegue left le. then i wanted to bake before she left. but then i have got no time. and she said if i succeed in making she will make a trip down to collect from me. she is very close to me. then i wanna make something for her. so i felt very helpless. then when i told him that, he said jus bake another one lo. then i said i baked 3 times le. then he said then jus buy la. why need to bake. but is the effort u know. and when i say he doesnt respond to me. he was like i ask u bake again then u say u bake 3 times le. then what u wan me to say!

i am seriously very tired lo. always feel that he can always complain to me but i cant. cos no matter what, as long as is my problem, its a small matter. but if is his problem, it will be so damn big! like when i fall or cut myself, if i complain to him or show him, he will show me his cut as well. but i jus wan some concern. not comparision, see whose bigger. -.- then when i ask him to sayang me, he will anyhow rub while looking away, like jus yi shi yi shi like that. and sometimes even at wrong spot. i mean when u concern, u will look and see where u rubbing.

Everytime we talk, then when i am at one topic e.g. kok beat ting, and he jus gave a smug and say u know ytd we played a game at the bunk.... AHHH!! any person will like ask why. then how is ting. but he doesnt. he doesnt want to know what is happening to my world. all his concern is he and his own world. hais pardon my long long mail. seriously sad now.

i jus need some assurance and concern. someone to care about what is happening to my life. is it that hard???